Excessive

I bring my iPhone with me everywhere I go, not just out of the house, but I mean... in the house. I bring it from room to room, as if something important may happen at any moment, but I don't get texts really... I act like one may arrive at any moment, but they don't. I just thought I would write that out, because I think about it each time I move to the living room or to the computer room and make sure I bring my phone.

It's 1am and I feel like I just got home. I haven't done anything but bathe and play Ocarina of Time for a half an hour... Oh what a day... done and over with before it even began, kind of sad in a way.

Besides the couple times I've had late nights at work and early mornings at school, I've been sleeping pill free for about the last two weeks or so, and it's been going okay I guess. It's more difficult falling asleep for sure, and I'm waking up almost as tired, so there is no real benefit beyond the knowledge that I don't have foreign substances in my body. It's hurt my ability to write, or at least the amount I write, as I've noticed... but I guess it doesn't matter, no one reads anymore anyway.

Sunday's aren't as enjoyable as they once were... second week in a row where I haven't opened, first week where I've had to go in after shit had started to try to organize crap and get things going.

It feels like it's been a long and tiring day. My legs hurt, my eyes are heavy and my back kinda aches. Yeah, I may be opening with complaining, but today wasn't all bad. Work wasn't the greatest but school went pretty well, and between school and work was pretty cool, so all in all a fine day I guess.

Today was actually a pretty good day, an out-of-routine type of day but a good day none-the-less. A day of school, friends, tradition, being social-ish and fun.

School, work, migrain, three t3s, write some research paper, bathe, write a bit more, decide I'm never going to be able to write tonight, play Skyrim for an hour, go to bed. That's all folks!

Alright so I might have taken a sleeping pill... the first one in a few days actually. I only took one because I got home from work wide awake, full of energy and wired, I worked on school and that woke me up even more, and then it was 11:30pm and I have to wake up at 6am, so instead of being up until 3am or 4am, I figured taking a sleeping pill now would be my best bet at falling asleep any kind of early.

I know your face
I know your smile and how it plays
Into the minds of those who
Cling to every word you say

This isn't how I wanted to
Remember me and you
Your eyes are talking but
Your lips are standing still..
Open your mouth tell me
How I'm supposed to feel?

I didn't leave the house today... I woke up, had breakfast and started working on school, and didn't stop until 5pm at which point I had dinner, and then once I was done dinner, I just went back to working on school until around 9pm or so... I have one "step" left for client/server, and just need to write the intro/conclusion for the research paper, so I'm in pretty good shape. I will do client/server tomorrow either in school or after work, and will do the research paper Thursday.