Excessive

I'm so tired... I've been so tired all day. I slept on the bus to school for probably the first time ever, and I had a hard time staying awake during classes... so brutal.

I don't think I have the energy to even write right now... haha, I said right twice but two different ways! OH!

Holy crap I'm inches away from dying I think. I only took six advil cold and sinus this shift to get through feeling good. No headache, but I sure didn't care about being at work for 13 hours. The entire day was set up to fail, but Andy and myself pretty much were responsible for making it not fail, and it was simply at a sacrifice of our sanity.

It's the weekend already, and I suppose I don't really only work weekends anymore, as retarded as that is. I'm going to leave a note at work saying I can't work any more weekdays after next week (I'm working next Wed) saying that my school workload is getting too big to not have time to work on stuff and until December I'm going to have to stick to only weekends.

I feel really nervous right now, not really sure why. I can't relax or feel okay.

I worked tonight, from 5pm to 8:30pm, it was kind of busy but it went by pretty quickly and was okay.

I don't really feel like writing but I want to write, so it's kind of an interesting predicament.

I don't understand why I have to come home and feel nervous and uneasy. You know the feeling before you make a speech in public school? THAT'S HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY.

School was okay today, it felt pretty good to be there. It was refreshing to feel okay for once, to feel... okay. Operating Systems actually went the entire duration of three hours instead of only lasting thirty minutes, and that was actually refreshing, although I got a bit bored and downloaded and played Zuma's Revenge (the sequel to Zuma), so that was fun, and I still listened and paid attention when I had to.

I really should be sleeping right now, it's later than I thought and I need to feel rested tomorrow, and I'm pretty dead tired right now, so, I'll make this quick.