Excessive

So one of my favorite shows Teach Tony Danza that I watch every Friday has been cancelled and isn't on TV anymore.

I slept in again today, which I kind of expected as I took a sleeping pill and then proceeded to stay up until like.. 1am last night watching Conan and browsing the same websites over and over again. I justified sleeping in because I'd be missing programming, a class I can miss, but then I'd have lunch and go in for networking, which started at noon, so I could just leave at 11 after lunch and be fine. But, I somehow convinced myself it would be okay to miss networking and stay in all day, and deep down I know it's not the right choice. I really need to stop missing school, even missing a class once and awhile is a bad habit to get into because you never know when something important will be covered, and repeating information you already know, while may seem boring, it's a very reliable way to start memorizing things, even when you don't realise it's happening.

Why am I sitting cross legged right now? It's kind of uncomfortable... ugh, one sec.

I get obsessive over things. I get super obsessive over things. I get so wrapped up and involved and insane over things, and you could say it's one of my best qualities, but I think it'll also lead to my complete downfall.

I've felt sick for the last few days, I think it all started with work, how physically exausting it is to go to school for five days a week, and then work 25 hours in two days. When I'm at work I don't really get a chance to eat or drink properly, usually just snacking on really small things, like a muffin in the morning, and then maybe one or two pieces of something during the day, like not enough to sustain life. I usually drink only coffee, and maybe a glass of pop or something.

I took way too long, or, I waited way too long before writing tonight. I need to start writing about a half hour after I took the sleeping pill, but tonight I was obsessing over this stupid layout that I know I'm not going to like a week from now, and put off writing.

I can't think enough to actually write anything at the moment. I could write about what the weekend was like, or how today was, but I just can't seem to think or even have the desire to, so I'll pass.

I'm thinking I might go to work... yeah, thirteen more hours of work seems like fun after my twelve and a half from yesterday! YAY WORK!

So I've been on a sleeping pill for about 1 hour and 30 minutes, so I'm having trouble thinking, walking, and keeping my eyes open.

Titles to entries are pointless... seriously, I just make up random crap every night and it's never really related to anything, so why even have titles? Ah well, I've had them for too long, gotta keep it going I guess.