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eep. Ran into Owen today, he's in london for a couple weeks. Twas nice to see him and chat for a bit.

My birthday is only two work days away! I'm excited and nervous at the same time.

I wanna write more but it feels like my brain is bleeding.

If anyone ever gets stuck fighting those 3 knights, then 3 more harder knights (when you get the kings grial) here is a neat strategy that makes it easier.

You promised me that time would heal us all. You promised me love will save us all...

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I can't stand this; I can't stand the dread I feel inside me. I don't want to go to work tomorrow, I don't want the seconds to go by, the minutes and the hours. I just want time to stand still, and even then, I don't want to be trapped here anymore. I hate how I feel, and what I look forward to. I hate where I've been and what I've done and what's been done to me. I hate not wanting to close my eyes for fear that I may fall asleep.

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im a moogle okay? get over it

I find days that I have something to look forward to after work go much faster than days I have an empty bed to motivate me. Today I looked forward to seeing Michelle after work, which made it go a bit faster, or at least made me happier and thus made work more tolerable. So as I was saying... the day seemed to go a bit faster than previous days, and Mark was gracious enough to purchase me lunch since I had NOTHING to eat except an applesauce and a pudding... I'll get to that.

i <3 disgaea (still) - 240 hours

this is my linzie

I wish I had something to write. I wish I had something to entertain the readers... but I don't. Each day seems the same, day after day. For the last day or two I've been struggling to come up with any words to fill this box with, and even now I'm just pulling things out of my ass as I go.

Linzie slept over again last night... but... let me start somewhere else for christ sakes!

Yesterday was Kyla's birthday, and Lindy, Geoff and myself attended (on short notice mind you). It was good to see Liz, since I hadn't seen her in about a year, and I hadn't seen Kyla in the same amount of time (duh?). Geoff and my Sister came and picked me up and we basically stood around with each other until an hour or two passed and we decided to leave. It was nice seeing Liz but I didn't know any of the people there and I was uncomfortable because they were all thuggin it out hardcore and stuff, and I was all dainty. We left and Geoff drove me home.