Excessive

This has been a chaotic few days and I'm finding it difficult to cope with the messed up feelings that it's causing my brain to experience. It's been a blur of day after day, non-stop things happening, things to do, places to go, meals to cook, and it's all happening so fast, and I'm experiencing negative feelings as a result that I'm having a difficult time dealing with.

This could be the last entry of 2011... it all depends on what time I get home from work and what I do before sleeping. I have to open tomorrow at 7am, and I work until 8pm tonight, so the chances of me doing anything other than watching a movie and sleeping is very low, but you never know.

As fun as it is to do nothing but play video games, eat junk food and stay up late doing both of those at the same time, I think it slowly drives me crazy, and while I may be exagerating slightly, I do believe it has a large impact on my mental state, in a negative way, or at least, I think it does.

Well I've been putting this off forever... well, not forever, but almost the entire month, with pictures and information just building up and I always have to choose between playing WoW or writing an entry, and I always seem to pick WoW. But I can't play WoW right now because I have to wind down and get ready for bed because I have work in the morning, so what's more draining than writing about an entire month. I'll try to sum up the major happenings, and include lots of pictures.

Weird... this is the last day of the year! I guess this is when I write this long summary of how this last year has been, and some of the major things... but I certainly don't have that kind of memory.

So I guess this is the last entry of 2006. This year went by way fast... pretty gosh darn fast.

I feel like I've woken up into a world where I don't belong... I'm just clinging to a few things.. a few important things... but I guess I'm scared; just really, really scared.