Excessive

Woke and went to school today after fighting and fighting to stay awake. It was really difficult to stay awake this morning, and all I wanted to do, with every fiber of my existence, was crawl back in to bed and just sleep, but I got up, and I stayed up... mostly, and got a ride to school with Calen. We did stop at Tim's on the way though, which kind of helped, having food and coffee always helps.

Yeah, I slept in but just in time to make it to school. I woke up at 9:47, and I have to leave by 10:05 to make it to the bus in time, so I ate as fast as I could, got dressed and ran out of the door... it was unpleasant to say the least, and prefer having a half hour to an hour to get ready to go.

I've become more and more picky as to what exact mood I'm required to be in before I can actually make myself sit down and write one of these damned entries. From a lot of experiementing, it seems I write the best on Simply Sleep... plain and simple, words come together much naturally when I'm on those... and I never seem to have an ending to my thoughts. Right now I'm struggling with each word as they're being written, and that's no way to write anything. Right now I'm on three immovane, so I'm starting to get pretty groggy... but two wasn't cutting it, so yeah.. the three are somewhat interfering with my creative juices.