A Low Point
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
- Michelle was my Roommate
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
- Michelle was my Roommate
Yesterday was a terrible, terrible day. I haven't felt so bad in so long and it's embarrassing. I really hope I can snap out of it soon, I hate this feeling. Dammit..
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I had a bath early this evening, in an attempt to relax perhaps, I wasn't really sure what I was thinking. I suppose I thought it would bring some kind of unrealstic super relaxation, only dreamt of, but for some reason I believed it... and so I went to the bathroom and had a bath, with Kairi keeping me company. I was relaxed afterwards, but not quite as relaxed as I had hoped, and I'm not sure if the bath can claim responsibility for my relaxed state, as it was more so normal, than super. I guess it didn't do what I had expected, and for some reason, shortly after my bath, I felt stupid for expecting it. I find myself sitting in front of the window; the window wide open and breeze in my face; it's the only sense of relaxation I feel anymore.
