Excessive

I'm anxious, and it suddenly hit me, and I never know what to do, and I usually waste my day or feel stupid or regretful for how I act, what I waste and the time I give up just because I feel anxious. Deep breaths? Re-asses my plan for the day... figure out what triggered this feeling?

While I have made one or two entries in the last few days, I've most definitely reduced the amount I've written, as well as pretty much disappeared off the face of the planet. I haven't talked to anyone on MSN, opened my curtains, answered the phone or got out of my pijamas. I'm not sure that there was one specific thing that triggered this change, but it's not some effect of depression as you may be thinking... no, I'm not upset, rather I'm quite unsure of exactly what it is that I am, besides comfortable. I've spent my days sleeping late, organizing music and downloading torrents, and then watching Highlander and my other regular shows as they occur.

Do you still hear the laughterSo hard to describe