Excessive

I don't know why I thought this show was interesting, it's so overdramatic and not interesting, and so staged, it's hard to watch. The show makes me uncomfortable in a way that other shows can't. 

I've been so angry lately.

Mad about how much I'm working... 40 hour work week, full time school. I didn't ask for this many hours, what the fuck. I can't do it. Somethings gotta give.

Today was an interesting day, in that it was a mix of things, mainly positive, and while I generally feel at rest, I get flashes of anxiety that don't stick around very long. I've spent the majority of my time home reading, and it's been supremely satisfying.

Had a pretty good day, although I slept in quite late, and had a really difficult time waking up, and the first thing I always think is, "I don't have to go to school today..." but I fought it today, as much as I didn't want to, I got up, and had an hour to get ready and leave (yes that's right, I got up at 12:55pm). I stayed up way too late last night, I was almost awake for 22 hours, so that's why I slept so late.