Excessive

Today was the worst. I felt so stressed out, and I didn't enjoy a single second of the day. I'm watching Legends of Tomorrow, a terrible show that makes me embarrased to have read comic books.

Lots of work done on the knowledge base and lots of ideas for my website redesign. The latest feature I've thought of adding is a list of active users browsing the site. I know that I can do it, so might as well!

So I went out today with resumes and handed them out in most every place I could think of. In the mall, and at Value Mart and various places in the market. I also went to Stobies where the girl, whom I don't know personally, but know as 'the stobies girl' knew who I was, apparently through Dave, and was really nice and made me feel confident about perhaps a call back, since she'll probably put in a good word for me or something along those lines. I'd rather work at Stobies than any call center in the world because I have tons of experience with pizza and I'd rather deal with people over a cash register than over a phone. I called Stream when I got home and they confirmed that I have the job but that there just isn't a training program starting until mid to late march. It's exactly as I had been saying all along... but no ones going to notice that.

the soul is fucking missing. you all fucking wrecked it for me. all of you have destroyed the potential.

disgusted with humanity now more than ever; the god damn fucking soul is missing.