Excessive

Arrow is a really bad show. Not like Two and A Half Men bad, but like, really bad. I've watched four seasons now, every episode, and I hate almost every character. I think the writing is terrible, the dialogue makes me cringe, and almost everything in it is laughable. I still watch it for some reason, maybe just out of commitment. 

I've been sitting down and playing Star Ocean: The Last Hope, and I wanted to write about it, as I've felt almost on the brink of giving up games.

Today was a non-Jordan type day, where I do things I don't normally do, and thus the day feels weird and everything is slightly off and I'm using this time - this time of sitting and eating a snack and watching Jimmy.. even if it's 2am... to attempt to let my brain return to normal.. to feel at home, to feel at rest, to feel comfortable and most importantly to feel familiar.

My shift today was changed... moved back from 9 to 5, to 12 to 8, so my day was different than had been anticipated. To make it worse, my shift tomorrow was changed as well, but to open, at 6am, and that's just rude, cause I have to not only work late then open, but I also have to pay for a cab.

I'm all wound up and full of energy and feel like I could stay up all night. I kind of feel uneasy though...

Dead