Excessive

I have sharpe pains stabbing through my left eye; up the back of my skull, around my left temple, and straight back behind my eye. It feels like there is a lot of pressure behind it and I just long for relief. I press on my temples, I push on my eye and I get instants of relief and then it's back. I'm sure sleep will be the only cure now.

I'm not tired. I just worked for 11 hours after only getting five or six hours of sleep, and I just got home, and I'm not tired. I mean, my body is kinda sore, but not more than normal really, and mostly due to unrelated things. Like my left wrist is getting worse and worse, it hurts to even type, to lift or move it, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. On top of that, something about the coat or apron at work was rubbing against my neck the wrong way and it became alarmingly irritated and painful, making my neck turn red and distract the shit out of me. So those things, plus just my feet, legs and shoulders being sore and tired, lead me to feel... ready to sit, but not tired.

I've lost the will to fight I was not made for life

I got Rock Band and Guitar Hero 3 bitches!

I got up early this morning and went to meet my Mom for lunch, and then stop by Value-Mart for some veggies, cat food, paper towel and other stuff (and my Mom bought me some cheese!) and then grabbed the bus home. When we met for lunch, my Mom also gave me a space heater, and now my room is a comfortable place to be, instead of living in a walk-in freezer, which is nice.

More complaining... more and more complaining... when will it ever end. When will this place become a creative outlet of positive and interesting information, why must it be a place I go to bitch and bitch about the same stupid things...