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i think it might be the flower matching the eye-shadow
Today was a pretty bad day if I do say so myself; nothing seemed to go right at all, just one thing after another made it worse and worse. For the first time in forever I took my Olanzapine AND Lithium, and as a result, I slept until 3pm today.
I took both my meds tonight, and now I'm barely able to keep my eyes open, but I really don't want to go to bed for stupid reasons. I guess I should anyway... I'll stop being retarded :P
Yesterday rocked. Short version: A really pretty girl sat with me at lunch. After work, Geoff was playing whatever Mark and I told him to (generally speaking). The playlist was along the lines of: The Faint, then Black Eyed Peas, then Slayer, than Tegan and Sarah, then Pantera, then Motley Crue. haha.. it was nuts but soo fun. Update more? Maybe later...
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Hmmmm... no idea where to start... mostly because Friday and Saturday kinda blend together and I'm having a hard time picking out specific memories and things to write about.
tonight sarah made a mistake and told me something about someone that wasnt true, and i made the mistake of believer her and then based my behaviour on.. what i believed to be fact.. when in fact, i just made an ass out of my self.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
im so unhappy.
Now it's not prooven, but I think anything I touches turns into an alchoholic. I think I'm solely responsble for Mark drinking so much haha. I ROCK! Careful if you hang out with me, you'll be out drinking EVERY night!
she haunts my fucking thoughts as I try to go to sleep. I'd give fucking anything to get those good things back. my forever lost love, somewhere in there i lost a part of myself as well. i miss you.
My hits have more then tripled since I added this dissent gallery. Yesterday I had over 4000 hits, and I'm getting a ton of references from live journal and live journal friends lists. haha.. neat. now pay me bitches!