Excessive

Yesterday was a terrible, terrible day. I haven't felt so bad in so long and it's embarrassing. I really hope I can snap out of it soon, I hate this feeling. Dammit..

Waking up this morning was a terrible thing... it was really, really difficult to get up and be okay with it. I felt sick from my cold, and I was really tired - how much that has to do with the sleeping pill I toook I'm unsure of, but I know without a doubt that taking one of those will knock me on my ass.

I took a sleeping pill, and I was interested to see if it would make me type a lot like it used to, but I have to be honest and say I don't feel very comfortable with the way it is making me feel at the moment. I feel nervous and really out of it haha but I guess I knew that would happen.

I'm writing in the middle of a networking lecture... I feel wrong because I should be paying attention, but I suppose it just looks like I'm writing notes.

I wanted to write, but now I find out SNL is a repeat so I'm sitting here and I don't want to watch it so now I don't want to write.

I feel as though I may have stumbled into a bit of a down period. Recently I've really noticed a lack of energy, a lack of motivation, uninterested in StarCraft 2, bored easily, restless, thinking upsetting thoughts... and it's weird, because when you feel this way, you convince yourself you've felt that way forever, for a long time, but I think it's only been a little while, at least recently.

I had a nice thanksgiving. I will write more when I don't feel very tired, uncomfortable due to a small toothache and kind of restless/not looking forward to tomorrow.

I've worked two 13 hour shifts in a row, Saturday and Sunday, and I'm dying. Not literally dying, but dying none-the-less. My arms feel so heavy, my chest hurts, my legs feel like I just ran a marathon, and my concentration is gone. I'm getting frustrated at stupid things, and I can tell I'm over-tired.

Holy.. crap. I haven't been this tired both physically and mentally in forever. I could barely get up off the couch... holy crap.

big headache.