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October 02, 2004 11:44AM

After All That's Said And Done
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily

anything at any price. all of this is for youI've been reading bits and peices of the last three years of my life because of the large amounts of importing of old posts into the new system, and I've to realize that I am the exact same person as I was back then. I am still worthless, aimless, cold-hearted, a complete dick to anyone who comes in contact, hurtful, hateful, resentful, goalless, miserable and completely, and totally useless. It makes me sick. Reality is completely shifted and distored in my mind, nothing I see is what others see. Everything that I see, and experience is completely different than what everyone else sees or experiences. I'm completely diluted into my own world and only when I'm shocked out of it for a moment do I remind myself.

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October 02, 2003 9:35AM

Too Much Sleep... Too Little Sleep
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut

I haven't updated lately because well, I've had no routine at all, everything is in chaos. Everything is a mess, nothing is organized, I've lost track of my money, where my bus pass is, what I'm doing, what food I have... it's really screwed up. I really really want to get back on track, like.. NOW, but for some reason, I can just never get to it.


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