Breathe In
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Emily
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Emily
even I would have sex with cloud
Yes... so due to my insomnia I missed my first day back to work... you should've seen me freak out... well, I'm sure it's probably better that you didn't see that. When I awoke I called Kandie at GTN and told her some I had a family emergency, and that I would still love to come in tomorrow, and she looked at her calander and nicely let me come in at 2pm tomorrow.. I was so scared I screwed myself.. I dunno what the hell happened... the alarm didn't even make me roll over.. I guess it's because I stayed up the entire night before due to my inability to sleep... It's really hard to explain to someone what its like to be manic, but an idea came mind when I was cooking spagetthi and meatsauce. You know the feeling and the way you were christmas eve when you were small (or perhaps last year?) and you couldn't sleep because you were so excited for the morning to come, you rolled and rolled around in bed, thinking and thinking about the nextx morning and how much you look forward to it and how you wish you coudl fall asleep so the morning would come faster, but you ended up just rolling around even more and you can't rest at all? Okay, well it's like that, except repace christmas eve with every night, and thinking about christmas presents to thinking about NOTHING. and that's pretty much how I am. It's like its christmas eve and nothings coming! hehe.. I guess that's the only way I can explain it right now, and if that didn' tmake sense, than.. fuck off.
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I got a virus trying to download an illegal copy of WS_FTP to give to Michelle, and it completely destroyed my installation of Windows, so today was spent switching between Final Fantasy 7, and formatting my hard drive and reinstalling things. I'm just about set up now, having most things downloaded again, like Arachnophilia, Adobe Photoshop, WinRar, WinZip, BitTorrent and various windows updates, but I still hate the fact that I lost my whole computer... There should be a police force that finds creators of viruses, spyware and adware, and then publicly shoot them to death. Like in a town square, if we had one. Yes, I would pay for tickets to go see that.