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May 06, 2003 2:09PM

I Am Destruction
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut

Yesterday was a really bad day. I guess I can just leave it as that. It was really bad. A nice 1 on the 1 to 5 scale of happiness.

Last night, work was decent. Decent enough that I wasn't upset through it all, but I had little energy. I get a day off today, which is alright... although I really have nothing to do... I'm just sitting here waiting for Linzie to get here.

Other than that, there really isn't very much to talk about. Perhaps later.

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May 04, 2003 11:11PM

of Self Loathing
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut

I have been having a bit of trouble lately... I guess it's just MY time of the month.. er.. bimonth.. or something. I think I just may be at the bottom of the cycle right now.. oh how I long to be at the top again. I keep having these.. fits.. mental fits, I've come to call them mini-breakdowns or some other descriptive word, I don't know... but anyway, what happens is I get even more depressed, while I am depressed. Lately, I've been on the bottom, so then, out of no where, I'll dig a nice hole for no reason and jump in and torture myself and beg Linzie to help me out of the hole, which is too much to ask of anyone, I have to rely on myself. So, these little breakdowns are quite crippling... happened once at work a few days ago, and it constantly happens here at home... it really fucks me up.


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May 03, 2003 11:43PM

I Must Break Free
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut

I just finished pushing a fully clothed Linzie into my bathtub and then turning on the water, while stopping her from getting out. Ohhh, it was fun! Hehe... so now she's going to have an actual bath, so I guess I'll take this time to write an update.


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